citizenjane ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this always happens when i read these kinds of books 13jan2000 5:02:07 wet snow in new york. wind chill will be negative something or other tonight. 'manda rae is back safely in fresh meadows, ny. hope the flight from st. louis is early. drinking tea with some orange flavor. its ok. i've read 478 pages of the arrangement. its starting to depress the hell out of me. a middle age white man in the 1960's who acts like a grown up holden caufield will do that. the wet snow and the wind chill factor have given me the excuse of not leaving the house. but i'm not buying it. is chicken still happy? i hope so. he passed some computer test i don't know about. but he's still looking for riders. we can't all lead perfect lives. well, this book has got to go. i can't sit here thinking about how simply awful life is. this always happens when i read these kinds of books. i start to get into the depressed guy and "right on," him and shit, and then he ends up a real nut case. when i was 16, i underlined the shit out of catcher and the rye and was using salinger's language and wishing i lived when beer was ten cents a pint...and then the guy is a whackjob. oh dear. the funniest thing is that i start thinking in novel dialogue. so, if i start using "goddamned" as an adjective or an adverb, please give room. it'll pass when i start reading law books again. which should be soon, by the way. then i can say things like "fiduciary safety net" and "ipso facto" like a good little law student. and what's up with these women rappers? why does every song have to be about some guy who can/cannot/will/won't pay her bills? tell me funny things. i want to laugh all night long. 17:02:07 - 2000-01-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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